Mmm...I get sad around the holidays. You know why. Especially around now, and WORST and Christmastime. Plus my birthday this year is really going to depress me, as stupid as it sounds.
But I'll be getting ready for your birthday! We totally have to hang out soon, dude. When are you free? Let's start making plans, because we haven't spent any good quality time together...uh, ever, and why the fuck not? This is just dumb. I want to. Hopefully you want to. I mean, I'd like to hang out with you more than like, once a month, you know what I mean? Unless that's what you want to do - in that case, that's fine - but like, why can't we hang out...twice in a week? Three times?
We get along! It drives me nuts that I haven't spent more time with you and we only ever talk on AIM. I know I annoy you with my smoking and other habits, and maybe my personality gets on your nerves, but...
All I can say is that I consider you a close, good friend, and I care about you a lot. And I want us to be real FRIENDS, not internet friends who sporadically "meet up". I want to change that, god dammit! I'll go out there and see you so you don't have to worry about driving down here to see me. If you want sometime we can go to Morimoto or something, and then buy green tea mousse Pocky (the best kind) in Chinatown.
I just hate being what we are now. Internet friends who meet up once in a harvest moon. I want to see you two, three times a week. I don't care, I'll buy the patch and put that on just for when we hang out so I don't bother you.
I care a great deal about you, Kristen. And I want to show you that before you go off to Japan and we're forced to be internet friends.
I don't know if you agree, or even want this, but that's what I think, and that's what I want from our friendship...for it to grow.
So I guess...let me know your opinion.
Have a good thanksgiving, dear. Enjoy everything, have fun and be good. I hope everything is okay at your job. If you have any free time tomorrow, give me a call, eh? I wanna talk to you about some stuff. Plus I need to know a general idea of anything you want for your birthday!!
But I'll be getting ready for your birthday! We totally have to hang out soon, dude. When are you free? Let's start making plans, because we haven't spent any good quality time together...uh, ever, and why the fuck not? This is just dumb. I want to. Hopefully you want to. I mean, I'd like to hang out with you more than like, once a month, you know what I mean? Unless that's what you want to do - in that case, that's fine - but like, why can't we hang out...twice in a week? Three times?
We get along! It drives me nuts that I haven't spent more time with you and we only ever talk on AIM. I know I annoy you with my smoking and other habits, and maybe my personality gets on your nerves, but...
All I can say is that I consider you a close, good friend, and I care about you a lot. And I want us to be real FRIENDS, not internet friends who sporadically "meet up". I want to change that, god dammit! I'll go out there and see you so you don't have to worry about driving down here to see me. If you want sometime we can go to Morimoto or something, and then buy green tea mousse Pocky (the best kind) in Chinatown.
I just hate being what we are now. Internet friends who meet up once in a harvest moon. I want to see you two, three times a week. I don't care, I'll buy the patch and put that on just for when we hang out so I don't bother you.
I care a great deal about you, Kristen. And I want to show you that before you go off to Japan and we're forced to be internet friends.
I don't know if you agree, or even want this, but that's what I think, and that's what I want from our friendship...for it to grow.
So I guess...let me know your opinion.
Have a good thanksgiving, dear. Enjoy everything, have fun and be good. I hope everything is okay at your job. If you have any free time tomorrow, give me a call, eh? I wanna talk to you about some stuff. Plus I need to know a general idea of anything you want for your birthday!!
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