Oct 09, 2006 01:08
Well, it took...eight hours, but we're FINALLY going to the hospital.
And the fun thing is that there's been lots of coughing without COVERING THE MOUTH!
And the extra fun thing is that as the day has gone by, things have been happening to me, like..
* throat gets scratchy
* start coughing
* head hurts
* throat starts hurting
* start coughing in fits
* massive headache
* throat is officially sore, fucking fuck fuck fuck
* i swear to god, if i cough one more time i'm sewing my mouth shut
* fuck that, I'm using the needle to pull my brain out
* and now I can barely lift my head from the desk.
thank GOD I have my own appointment with herr doktor tomorrow. or maybe i'll just get something tonight.
Can't afford to be sick. CANNOT AFFORD TO BE SICK.
I'm juggling school, finances, jobs, a musical project, upcoming ADR work, and if I'm still sick while sitting on a train for 24 hours I'm going to buy a gun and kill myself. Forget that, if I'm still sick next week I'm going to gun myself.
I HATE being sick.
Just to warn you all - if this holds, and I actually am sick (unlike all the false starts I've had over the past few months) - I am going to turn into a massive asshole. Moreso than I usually am. And I'm going to get really, REALLY antisocial. ...moreso than I usually am.
Just so you all understand - when I get sick, I just want to be left alone until I'm not sick.
Actually, in life I usually just want to be left alone, but you know what I mean.
Pray to Yeshua I'm not sick. Pray pray pray. Pray to Argilla from DDS because her boobs are mouths in demon form and in human form she's a super hot goth chick.
stupidest. idea. ever.