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Reading the comments here remind me why I never want to deal with communities again. It makes me sad because I don't make new friends anymore, but I also don't have to put up with anyone else's shit I don't want to.
Maybe I only RP with three people these days, but I know them well, the stuff is good and relaxing and there's no drama.
I wonder if I'll ever feel stable enough to get into another community without the fear of having totally anxiety attack breakdowns again and have to take another long hiatus from the internet entirely.
Idon'twanttobeanagoraphobegoddamnit
Reading the comments here remind me why I never want to deal with communities again. It makes me sad because I don't make new friends anymore, but I also don't have to put up with anyone else's shit I don't want to.
Maybe I only RP with three people these days, but I know them well, the stuff is good and relaxing and there's no drama.
I wonder if I'll ever feel stable enough to get into another community without the fear of having totally anxiety attack breakdowns again and have to take another long hiatus from the internet entirely.
Idon'twanttobeanagoraphobegoddamnit