i'm ok (and other atrocious lies)
the title is a tribute to one of the best books i have ever read.... it has me so motivated to start writing...i think this may be it....i may finally have my book idea thats going to make me millions...
so since this hurricane biz started i believe everyone has gone into insanity overdrive.... i'm so done with it all.... people are stressin the once simple task of pumping gas has now turned into survival of the fittest. first you have to find it then you have to have patience of steel while waiting for everyone to fill their cars and various gas cans and tanks...thank god theres a limit now so there will be less chance you'll wait a half hour then right when its your turn the attendant comes over and bags the pump. but still people are in such a craze they act like the end of the world is upon us (which it might very well be) but there is still no reason to be ignorant...but i guess thats the norm anyhow...
anyway i had a rough week regardless i missed last friday cause of frances and by tuesday haley was sick...tonsilitius... so that shot the rest of the week...she can go back on mon. (just in time for ivan the fucker to rear its ugly head) i am ready to go back to work... what? did that just come out of my mouth?!?!??! on top of things i've been feeling really down lately i guess someone switched my insanity button to the on mode.... its just life i guess... it sucked cause i felt it coming.... so i went back to lifesteams and pretty much demanded some help.... so they let me fill out a taniff (a government funding for mental health) they kept saying they were out of it every time i checked in which i think is bullshit... i think everyone who works up there has severe mental issues ....it must be a job requirement... but i'm trying to keep myself on the upside and aside from being physically sick yesterday and today have gone fairly well...
i think i missed chris so much that hainging out with him yesterday helped a lot...it's not getting any easier being away from him... i thought it would be but damnit when you love someone it just sucks to be apart...especally when i have a little version of him standing next to me saying she misses daddy.
well thats it for now i'll probably post again later i know i have more to say but mini chris really really really wants the puter now.... so sironora(sp) for now
oh yeah snooch to the nooch
so since this hurricane biz started i believe everyone has gone into insanity overdrive.... i'm so done with it all.... people are stressin the once simple task of pumping gas has now turned into survival of the fittest. first you have to find it then you have to have patience of steel while waiting for everyone to fill their cars and various gas cans and tanks...thank god theres a limit now so there will be less chance you'll wait a half hour then right when its your turn the attendant comes over and bags the pump. but still people are in such a craze they act like the end of the world is upon us (which it might very well be) but there is still no reason to be ignorant...but i guess thats the norm anyhow...
anyway i had a rough week regardless i missed last friday cause of frances and by tuesday haley was sick...tonsilitius... so that shot the rest of the week...she can go back on mon. (just in time for ivan the fucker to rear its ugly head) i am ready to go back to work... what? did that just come out of my mouth?!?!??! on top of things i've been feeling really down lately i guess someone switched my insanity button to the on mode.... its just life i guess... it sucked cause i felt it coming.... so i went back to lifesteams and pretty much demanded some help.... so they let me fill out a taniff (a government funding for mental health) they kept saying they were out of it every time i checked in which i think is bullshit... i think everyone who works up there has severe mental issues ....it must be a job requirement... but i'm trying to keep myself on the upside and aside from being physically sick yesterday and today have gone fairly well...
i think i missed chris so much that hainging out with him yesterday helped a lot...it's not getting any easier being away from him... i thought it would be but damnit when you love someone it just sucks to be apart...especally when i have a little version of him standing next to me saying she misses daddy.
well thats it for now i'll probably post again later i know i have more to say but mini chris really really really wants the puter now.... so sironora(sp) for now
oh yeah snooch to the nooch