how many times will i say "fuck" today?

[kumo_ame_yuki]

............................................................................................................................ so .................................................................................................. and then ...................................................I need money................................................................. lots .................................. I wish z didn't work tomoro, but that doesn't solve anything .................................................... creates more problems..................................... How can you care about someone who doesn't care about themself? ............................................................................................................ ....................................................................................... How can you determine love? Love comes in far too many forms to even be defined ..... Is "love" even a fucking emotion, no- it's a theory ... Love is not real because it lacks definition, and therefore it is theory and theory alone .... I don't need to say it, i don't need to hear it said .... The only credit i give love is when it comes i the form of respect, most people call it freindship though .... but no one realizes that .... you're freinds will break themselves for you while your spouse will divorce you .................. i've seen a lot of shit lately .......................................................................................................................... Mad Buddha belly luck to those who's "loyal bonds" are not made out of air + dust ....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... Wish I was here ............................................................................................................................