With the big game coming I had a request for my dip recipe, so I am posting it here for posterity ( Read more... )

A friend of mine asked me a question the other night, that she often asked herself, "why do i want to the point of misery?"

Well, I thought about the question a moment, and then ventured this answer:
Because it is human to want, without wanting, much that is beautiful in this world would not exist... wanting allows you to feel alive, more than ( Read more... )

Had quite the conversation tonight... I feel like I've gotten to know someone special a bit better, and I like that feeling. I like it a lot. *giddy grin ( Read more... )

Talk about confusing... why am I attracted to who I'm attracted to? why am I attracted to so many people, and so many I probably shouldn't be attracted to at all? *sigh ( Read more... )

Here we are at 3 something in the morning and I'm still not asleep... I swear, I want to feel good about myself. I want to not put myself down, but every time I try it seems that I get kicked in the face again. I need to make some changes, and I have got to stop living like this. But how?

I feel more lost now than I did 21, and I don't know how to ( Read more... )

I am under a curse.

You might laugh. You might say to me, "Ku, what are you thinking? What short-circuited in your brain tonight that makes you think you're cursed? Aren't curses hogwash anyway? And why the hell are you up at this hour writing about curses?"

Well, let me explain. My ex seems to have no end of luck with the opposite sex, they are ( Read more... )

Well, I was talking to a good friend online this morning, and she mentioned that she did tarot readings. Thinking that that might shed some light on the jumbled mess that is my life, I asked her for a reading and here is what she said:

Your mindset is in turmoil. You're on a very bad plane. All you can think about is love and the torment it can ( Read more... )