Dec 16, 2004 18:00
today i woke up looking out my window. it was so nice. where the people put my bed is awesome and my face is right at the window and i love just opening up my eyes and seeing all the lights and the sky and stuff. its just really peacful and i woke up happy... haha how that went away fast
finals most deffinetly suck and i just want them to be over. i cant stress it enough.
haha i just deleted like a long thing that i wrote cuz i sound so stupidin it.
its really funny how someone you dont even know can make you feel so bad. i was talking to joanna today during lunch and she told me some stuff about what some random kid that i dont even know was saying about me in cpr class. that made me feel horrible. i just dont understand how he can say things about me and say im a bitch and blah blah blah when he has never even said hi to me in my life. people fucking suck sometimes.
i feel horrible. i never know waht to say sometimes to people. i want to say so much but i dont know how to get it out witout sounding pathetic or stupid. i should just stop talking.
someday ill fly some day ill soar. some day ill be so damn much moreeeeee (yes i love it)
im so out of it im going to bed
good night my loves