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woooo
i never know how to start off entires without sounding weird.
so the past few days have been ok haha. i have not studyed for finals at all not even like 10 minutes. wahtever screw school.
hmm today i hated the academy. i wasnt feeling all too good and then the guys call me earl, i dont know why they just do. then they made up a stupid song and they sang it to me and kept like yelling at me and telling me i was crap. im just like ok whatever trying to shrug it off but they know it affects me so they keep doing it. i dont know how to say stop cuz i hate it but i dont know. i think tommy realized taht i wasnt laughing anymore.
yesterday joanna and i went to the mall. it was just like old times and i loved it. we get so crazy together its insane and without her in the academy i would deffinetly be gone.
i brought mostly everyones christmas presents yesterday. i hate passing them out cuz i know i probably didnt do a good job and i get all embarassed haha. i know i did pretty bad on some peoples stuff so im sorry!!!!
today after i hung out with kelly for a bit i went to drums and i havent gone in like lets see a month? cuz i have been sick and all but it was so much fun. we got paul on bongos me on drums and the guitarist next to me all in on this act. i have never played with other people and it was one of the coolest experiences ever. just depending on them and them depending on you and just how everything came together was just so cool. im such a nerd! i feel so stupid sometimes. i really dont know alot about important things. like in the car today kelly was playing music and of course eric and kelly both knew who it was and im just sitting there no clue waht im listening too. its so werid and im just being stupid but yeah. i have never met anyone who likes what i like. like all the stuff i have listed on what i listen to on here isnt want i normally listen to.
i fell asleep duirng my bio final yesterday. hardest test of my life and i blew it i didnt even try. whatever! haha i fell asleep on lees bear though. i didnt see him at all eysterday and gave the bear to his sister and today when i saw lee a huge smile went over his face and i have never felt so good. and he thanked me for it and told me he fell asleep wtih it and that he loved it. awww gosh.
rucha and my aunt make me feel so good sometimes. i really need that extra cheer up sometimes and they give it to me. this is how adorable my aunt is
Okie barbi: are you doing your homework little girl? ya know santa is coming to town and i hope you've been a good girl.....
Okie barbi: thank you dear. what would you like for christmas?
kait says to you: i really dont know
kait says to you: im bad wtih that stuff
kait says to you: what do you wnat?
Okie barbi: to see you for one. i think i have just about every thing i need. would you like a gift certificate so you can go shopping? i'd be happy to go shopping with you if you want. kait says to you: i would love to go shoppingwit you!
Okie barbi: what do you think about going the day after christmas? the thing is we'd have to get up very early in the a.m. to get the good deals - maybe we could convince aunt mary to go as well. or maybe we could shop on monday. my flight doesn't leave until 6:00 pm so we would have time in the late morning or early afternoon. think about it!
haha me and my two aunts together shopping are like insane. we go crazy. im such a girly girl when it comes down to it and i love to shop and wear bows and fancy makeup sometimes. its the one awesome thing about being a girl and my family sure brings it out of me. my aunt got me into ellen degenerous. i love her! shes so funny. yesterday i watched her dvd like 3 times. im such a nerd good lord. my aunt is comming in on around christmas and im so excided. she is my closest relative and has taught me so much. like about judging people. shes gay and i love her and all of her friends. people wonder why i get so like offended when people may gay jokes thats why. cuz i know it hurts other people.
im in such a better mood. just knowing that in a few days no more school for two weeks makes my day. and like all of my friends have been awesome. eric rucha kelly andy everyone haha i love you all so much and i dont know what i would do without you. just making me smile once helps me out so much you guys have no idea. i hope i do the same with you guys sometimes. anything to help you guys out im always here.
i got a new bed! ahhh! i want to go sleep in it so bad! i made it into a fort. im so werid. i always wanted to be franklin the turtle cuz he got to sleep in his shell and be protected. so i decided to make my own haha. nerddddddddd
im so excided for this weekend. i get to be a mom and be responsible and run everything. today i got the biggest rush of making cookies, doing the dishes, talking to my mom, and dancing all at the smae time. im such a mom but its so much fun to run everything and have tons of responsibilty on you and im making cookies for the academy. im trying to do soemthing nice every day so that finals days wont be as stressfull. i love haveing to do like 20 things at once. then getting it all done and feeling so releived.
i hope everyones week is going ok and that finals are going good. and i truely mean it
im in a werid mood im going to go sleepy