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today at school sucked. basically we watched a very sad movie and i balled and got made fun of cuz guys in the academy are assholes all except for andy. then im an idiot and take things to seriously and get all worked up over nothing. and now im beating myself up for it. gym was fun though. lee and i both fell asleep during our relaxation thing and it was adorable.
after school was a little weird at chipoltle but then we some how ran into eric and andy as we were driving home and that was the best race ever or whatever it was but we totally won.
today joanna and i were talking about the movie beaches. watching it with your best friend is the hardest thing ever to watch. im like crying now thinking about it. i remember just looking at joanna and we both cryed for about 20 minutes cuz its so hard when the best friend dies. and it is exactly like our relationship. even though we do fight alot i still love her to death. even though she treats me like total shit she even admitted it today and is being horribel to me right now i just cant let it go. i dont think i ever will be able too.
thursday will surely suck. i hate having family over and my grandma is so sick. i dont want to see her suffer anymore. sometimes i just want her to pass away so she can stop suffering. i hate seeing my mentaly handicaped uncle. its so sad but hes just so happy and i will sit there watching football with him even though he cant see it, and he will repeat everything i say. and he says to everyone "kait is my buddy" cuz im the only one who ever pays attention to him. my family only cares about themselves and i cant stand being aroudnt hem at times. they can be alot of fun but it is mostly only when they are making fun of eachother.
tommorow is babysitting. i cant beleive that i am still babysitting when the ladys mom just died yesterday. sooo the go out to eat two days latter and party. at first when i found out i thought mimi had dyed, shes like the coolest grandma ever. shes so spunky i love it.
haha edit: i just found out that i put an entry on here that wasnt suppost to be public. oops now i feel stupid btu whatever. the only people who read it were like my best friends so im ok with it. and i just wanted to say. joanna maybe you are right. i do have other people to depend on than just you. and i think i finally saw that tonight how much other people are there for me and that they all ways will be. omg eric you totally like made me feel so much better i cant even thank you. and laura wow your so awesome. and patty boy of cousre. and my dear kelly who cheered me up tonight and everything else. you guys are so awesome and i cant say it enough. you guys are hte best friends that i have ever had and i have never felt more loved or more like i cant explain it but it is the best feeling in the world. ahhh im such a dork.
ok i need help again haha i have narrowed my name for conformation down to two names : stella- which means nature or star. cuz i love stars and am totally obsessed. or sarah- which means princess. and im a nerd and my favorite movie is a little princess and i think every girl is a princess and deserves to be treated like one and the main char4acter in the movie is named sarah. so what one do you like?
g2g
xoxo
kait
today at school sucked. basically we watched a very sad movie and i balled and got made fun of cuz guys in the academy are assholes all except for andy. then im an idiot and take things to seriously and get all worked up over nothing. and now im beating myself up for it. gym was fun though. lee and i both fell asleep during our relaxation thing and it was adorable.
after school was a little weird at chipoltle but then we some how ran into eric and andy as we were driving home and that was the best race ever or whatever it was but we totally won.
today joanna and i were talking about the movie beaches. watching it with your best friend is the hardest thing ever to watch. im like crying now thinking about it. i remember just looking at joanna and we both cryed for about 20 minutes cuz its so hard when the best friend dies. and it is exactly like our relationship. even though we do fight alot i still love her to death. even though she treats me like total shit she even admitted it today and is being horribel to me right now i just cant let it go. i dont think i ever will be able too.
thursday will surely suck. i hate having family over and my grandma is so sick. i dont want to see her suffer anymore. sometimes i just want her to pass away so she can stop suffering. i hate seeing my mentaly handicaped uncle. its so sad but hes just so happy and i will sit there watching football with him even though he cant see it, and he will repeat everything i say. and he says to everyone "kait is my buddy" cuz im the only one who ever pays attention to him. my family only cares about themselves and i cant stand being aroudnt hem at times. they can be alot of fun but it is mostly only when they are making fun of eachother.
tommorow is babysitting. i cant beleive that i am still babysitting when the ladys mom just died yesterday. sooo the go out to eat two days latter and party. at first when i found out i thought mimi had dyed, shes like the coolest grandma ever. shes so spunky i love it.
haha edit: i just found out that i put an entry on here that wasnt suppost to be public. oops now i feel stupid btu whatever. the only people who read it were like my best friends so im ok with it. and i just wanted to say. joanna maybe you are right. i do have other people to depend on than just you. and i think i finally saw that tonight how much other people are there for me and that they all ways will be. omg eric you totally like made me feel so much better i cant even thank you. and laura wow your so awesome. and patty boy of cousre. and my dear kelly who cheered me up tonight and everything else. you guys are so awesome and i cant say it enough. you guys are hte best friends that i have ever had and i have never felt more loved or more like i cant explain it but it is the best feeling in the world. ahhh im such a dork.
ok i need help again haha i have narrowed my name for conformation down to two names : stella- which means nature or star. cuz i love stars and am totally obsessed. or sarah- which means princess. and im a nerd and my favorite movie is a little princess and i think every girl is a princess and deserves to be treated like one and the main char4acter in the movie is named sarah. so what one do you like?
g2g
xoxo
kait