May 27, 2005 17:35
Well, it's been almost 2 days since Zana and I broke up. And I'd be a liar if I said that the whole thing hasn't been on my mind. Yesterday, I sat home all day alone. And that meant 1 one thing....lots of thinking. Then I went to work, where it was slow. And that meant 1 one thing....lots more thinking. Luckily, Dennis, Rosabel and Brendan all came in at one point or another and distracted me. Thanks guys!
After work, I went to Dennys with Rich. The waitress was DEFINITELY hitting on me all night. Shelleana was her name. Nice! :)
Rich and I did our usual talking...laughing about the things that are going on in our lives. It's amazing how much God has made us alike.
Afterwards, we went to hang out at Brendans for awhile and then I went home. It was a good night!
Today was a busy day. I had lunch with Alyana and then we went over to school to pick up our caps and gowns. That took FOREVER!!!! But it was good. Then, I dropped her off and went over to Church to plan the new LIFE TEENers LIFE Night. Should be awesome!
Now I'm chillin' at the house until 6:30. I'm gonna go to Alyana's church thing tonight. She's been bugging me for 2 years to come to one of these things and I figured "Hey, I have no plans. Why not?"
It's a weird feeling. I'm thinking about the whole thing alot, but it still feels like I have a lot less on my mind. Like a weight is off of my shoulders. I think I'm gonna be fine...and I think she's gonna be fine. She's taking it hard (as expected) but I know she'll be okay. Her family and friends will get her through it. It's strange...when Dennis dropped in to see me at work and we spoke about it, I felt better. I mean, he knows what it's like, ya know? He dated her too. So he knows the feelings. And, when he left, I felt like he and I had gotten closer. It's funny...I would've never thought that he and I would be as good of friends as we are, all things considering.
Anyway, I gotta go shower. Have a good night, ya'll!
~m@