May 26, 2005 10:27
....come to an end.
I am so sad. Last night, Zana and I broke up. Although I was the initiator of the breaking up, it still hurts, ya know? It was probably up there with the hardest things I've ever had to do. But I had to be strong...had to be resolute...
I feel so empty right now. I never realized the space that she occupied in my mind and my heart. I can't think of anything happy right now....
I feel like the reasons are best kept between the two of us.
I am just feeling a little lost right now. I know God has a plan for this, but I just feel like I don't know where to go from here. I've gotten off of the road that I was on, but I don't know what I road to get onto now.
Prayers....please....
~m@