Nov 14, 2005 19:24
Well I dont really have a date to be out of the Willingboro house. I told my landlord that I should be out not later then the 3rd of Jan. Either way, moving back home already has started off to be a good thing.
I will be getting $2,500.00 after the sale of my grandfathers farm house. I am sad to see it go. With my mother giving me and my brother money after my mother gets the check really doesnt keep the spirit of my grandfather inside. Even though no one has gone to the farm at least I knew it was there and if I felt the need to drive there like I did a few years ago...I could. But its going to be gone and my mother for some reason thought giving us money was the right thing. Cant say that I dont want it. Ill take it. I just wish the money wasnt coming from the farm.
I am starting to get goals in my head. With this money, It will be put away. I already spoke with my father and the money will be put into an account under his name so I dont touch it. Every pay check I will put money into the account. The same would go if I sell my furniture. Thats if I can sell it. So that $2,500.00 will build up and hopefully I will be able to match it. I dont see why not. Im already lining up second jobs. So with all the money I will be saving at home, more money I will be making at GYCF, and a second job I will be set. I WILL be on my own this time next year. I will no longer depend on anyone. I will not move out until I have at least a few thousand dollars saved up. The year is going to go by so fast. Im starting to get excited right now thinking about it.
For xmas I asked my parents to get me a gym membership. Then my fat ass will look and feel better.
No more feeling bad for myself. No more letting others bring me down. My life will turn around.