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Hey Kids,
It is not in my character to not express the things that I'm feeling, even if the venue of expression is significantly more public and the subject matter is something I worry, possibly in my melo-dramatic-would-be artist way, that no one will understand, or be able to respect. If you don't care, skip the first cut:
( Can't Sell This Drama )
It is not in my character to not express the things that I'm feeling, even if the venue of expression is significantly more public and the subject matter is something I worry, possibly in my melo-dramatic-would-be artist way, that no one will understand, or be able to respect. If you don't care, skip the first cut:
( Can't Sell This Drama )
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Talespin... *recalls that*
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That said, you did ask, so yes. As a child I was treated very badly by my peers in many ways, and one of those ways was being betrayed by people I got close to.
I have often wondered if I am this way because I need to make up for having not been accepted and loved when I was young. I'm sure at least a part of it is my personality, but it may be that the rest is a symptom of feeling lonely and rejected for so long.
What's your hypothesis?
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Ahh. (There goes that hypothesis.)
Hmm. It's possible... [/over]compensation, basically. *nods* That could make sense.
It was that if you hadn't ever seriously been hurt, that could explain why you found it difficult to put up mental walls against letting yourself become open to others, but it was a random idea to investigate as a possible reason rather than a concept founded in any understanding of the human psyche's development. Since you know far more about your past and history than I do (or probably ever can), you're probably in the best position to arrive at accurate or near-accurate hypotheses.
Apologies again for trying to pry into things I couldn't help with.
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As long as people are respectful and not too judgemental, I welcome the comments. :')
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while i don't think that its a bad things to want to be close to lots of people and be able to share yourself so much with those that you meet and who you feel a connection with, it can be really hurtful to the person your in a relationship with to know that you feel that way about other people, and that you have such a connection. because not only do you feel that connection, which would be hurtful in itself, but also you are acting on those feelings. while some people don't belive in'emotional adultry', others do and would probably consider this to be that. i guess it all boils down to how you feel when or if this same things happens with, say, your girlfriend. but also there are no just your own feelings to consider. so all in all, i don't really know what i'm, talking about. but i think that if you worry about being able to feel so close to so many people, maybe consider how terrible it would be if you couldn't feel a connection to anybody at all.....
and that old man sound annoying....
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