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my rating for today would have to be a C. i spent the day alone, because no one was home. then i was called, while i was lounging around, that we were leaving for the concert in 2 min. soooooooooooooo that annoyed me. especially because no one called me when EVERYONE was at ryans. grr im in a hater mood. wheres randy? so the concert went well. they played an excellent set. the last song was a little iffy, they just wrote it this week. the only thing though, is that i felt like a third wheel wherever i went. between mike and ashleihg, i felt like a third wheel, dave and zac, same thing. i just didnt want to be there. then i made a stupid mistake. after mike dropped me off, neither mike nor ashleigh were anywhere to be found for a half hour, and i assumed the worse. i feel really bad because i know it was stupid. i think maybe its just because i was so unhappy all night, i was just already thinking negatively. i hate this, im so frustrated with myself. i htink i just need time to pull myself together, and stop acting so stupidly. i dont know what im going to do.