Strange
I am in the strangest relationship. I met him long before I ever noticed that he existed, he was just some guy that Maria was friends with. I didn't care to know anything else about him. My lack of interest was primarily because there was no initial physical attraction and I hated the idea of ever getting close and especcially having a relationship with someone who lived in the dorms.
Even once I started to notice him a little more, when he was around the apartment hanging out with my roommates, I never cared to spend more time with him than needed. The first time we ever had a conversation, I was upset and dying for Jeremy to get here and take my mind off the hurt I was feeling, so my focus was not on him. It was after that when we began to talk more, he downloaded a few OC episodes and the first time we ever hung out alone was watching them. Who would have thought that the OC would become such a big part of our relationship.
I don't know, I think about how we ended up together, and we've talked about it a few times, and it's just so odd. I had no idea that while I was visiting MA in November and he was in the hospital that I would worry and miss him as much as I did. From there it's just developed... it's developed into the most sincere love.
Honestly, I've never felt this way before. I was completely head over heels in love with Kevin throughout our entire high school career. I loved him with my whole soul, but there was so much anger and jealousy that I confused it with passion. As true of a love that I had for Kevin, it doesn't even compare to how I feel now.
It's different with Roy, it's so sincere. There hasn't been a moment in the last four months that I doubted how I feel about him. There have been moments when he's ticked me off, but even then I'm absolutely certain that the love I have for him is enough to get us through it. It's really strange though...
Even once I started to notice him a little more, when he was around the apartment hanging out with my roommates, I never cared to spend more time with him than needed. The first time we ever had a conversation, I was upset and dying for Jeremy to get here and take my mind off the hurt I was feeling, so my focus was not on him. It was after that when we began to talk more, he downloaded a few OC episodes and the first time we ever hung out alone was watching them. Who would have thought that the OC would become such a big part of our relationship.
I don't know, I think about how we ended up together, and we've talked about it a few times, and it's just so odd. I had no idea that while I was visiting MA in November and he was in the hospital that I would worry and miss him as much as I did. From there it's just developed... it's developed into the most sincere love.
Honestly, I've never felt this way before. I was completely head over heels in love with Kevin throughout our entire high school career. I loved him with my whole soul, but there was so much anger and jealousy that I confused it with passion. As true of a love that I had for Kevin, it doesn't even compare to how I feel now.
It's different with Roy, it's so sincere. There hasn't been a moment in the last four months that I doubted how I feel about him. There have been moments when he's ticked me off, but even then I'm absolutely certain that the love I have for him is enough to get us through it. It's really strange though...