Apr 01, 2007 15:13
I'm having the same internal conflict that I can recall having five times already in the last year and 8 months. A YEAR AND 8 MONTHS -- still have trouble believing that I've lived in Arizona for that long already. OMG I need to move back.
I'm completely overwhelmed with sadness today. It really hit me when I was talking to Kiera. We were just talking like we always do, complaining, gossiping, giggling... and then all of this just poured out. All of these concerns and fears that I have building up in my mind.
I'm approximately $40,000 in debt already.
I am poor as fuck.
Withdrew from another class.
Not enrolled as a full time student anymore.
Probably won't get the RA job again.
Cannot afford to live in dorms without job.
Cannot enroll in fall classes.
Have 10 credit hours for summer.
Out of state tuition.
No car.
Do not get along with roommates.
I miss my family.