May 19, 2005 22:14
We finally find...you and I <*cOllIdE*>
I've got that swirly feeling inside my stomach. Is this all I was put on earth to do? It worries me when I feel it coming but nothing comes out. God just let me bawl.
You kiss me lightly on the head. I let things go so easily. I was sittin waitin, wishing...you would grap hold (and hold tight) with a great understand that you've never felt before. You'd hold your tongue when I needed you to. Then you'd softly wisper that everything will be ok and we will make it.
Can I be that special lady? Can I be your girl? These foolish games...
Our friendship is so important...i wish i could fill in the newly formed gap, but how easy would that be? maybe that's not what matters...
I know you're tired. I know your nerves are as raw as meat in a butchers window. But so are MINE. I wanna rub my eyes at times too. I lay and pray in my bed some mornings too that teleporting machines were real. I can reassure myself. Really I can. Which woman do you want? The strong one it took me a year to develope into? Or the weak in the knees one that I seem to be falling into within the month we've been dating...and yet...I love you <8