mets game, drinking and thinking....
So I went to the mets game with an old friend Sunday and met his friends. It was so good spending time with someone that knows me really well. It just was a relaxing, fun time. It of course turned into good old Lawrence drinking in no time but it was tons of fun!! Oh sigh, seeing all these old lawrence people though has been really interesting, and it just has caused me to do a lot of thinking about last year and years before that. I wonder if I have changed since then? And if yes, is it for the better? Or what if I haven't changed? I came out to New York so start over and work on things and I wonder if I have.... I guess I realized I still am working on me and I really need to be! I also have decided I need to be evaluating a lot of my relationships/ friendships and seeing which are worth keeping and which worth letting go. It just seems I have been draining myself on the wrong people... I have written about this before, and felt this way before. It's time to really start keeping friendships that are healthy and getting rid of the ones that are not! I just can't take feeling like I am being avoided, or not good enough for certain friends.... it's not supposed to work that way, and I am tired of it. So I am really going to keep in touch with the group that seems to care, and I am done with the others.