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Monday continued the sense of ick. I managed to get through work and pushed myself through a 7km run before I realised how sick I was a left in a coughing, sneezing, wheezing fit in my car. Not a good end to the day. There was just nothing I could do to stop the sickness that night. Which meant yesterday I took the day off uni (although worked from home a fair bit) and went and got a massage instead for my sore, weak muscles.
It was kind of weird. On the one hand I felt really, really tired and sore and sick, yet on the other hand I had a short rising manic episode for most of the day leaving me in a pained, but deliriously happy state.
So I went back to work today. I thought I was going pretty OK, but still couldn't shake of the fatigue I was having (felt like I needed to go to bed at 7). That was until..
I went out and saw Silent Hill by myself.
It fully woke me up and fixed all my problems. Nothing in my life is as fucked up as Silent Hill (OK, so it's not actually the most screwed up movie I've ever seen by a long-shot, but it was just what I needed). I did appreciate the movie's attempt at thematic exploration of good vs. evil as well as some varied and artistic cinemagraphic styles.
Once again, my life is fully booked for about a week. I should just learn to accept it.
It was kind of weird. On the one hand I felt really, really tired and sore and sick, yet on the other hand I had a short rising manic episode for most of the day leaving me in a pained, but deliriously happy state.
So I went back to work today. I thought I was going pretty OK, but still couldn't shake of the fatigue I was having (felt like I needed to go to bed at 7). That was until..
I went out and saw Silent Hill by myself.
It fully woke me up and fixed all my problems. Nothing in my life is as fucked up as Silent Hill (OK, so it's not actually the most screwed up movie I've ever seen by a long-shot, but it was just what I needed). I did appreciate the movie's attempt at thematic exploration of good vs. evil as well as some varied and artistic cinemagraphic styles.
Once again, my life is fully booked for about a week. I should just learn to accept it.