In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.
so I finally had it out with my father today...kudos to me I suppose...I truly hate confrontation-It boggles my mind how tension can cause me to freeze up to the point that I can barely speak at all. He is not happy at all about my move to Hawaii- which is so funny to me because he himself is planning a move out east to New Jersey this fall to be with his finance- whom he met over the internet I might add...but this is typical of my father- Mr. Hypocrite- but I am proud of myself that I stood my ground and explained my reasons for going- yet I still feel like an ass...just b/c I know his situation and I can understand his feelings- but I don't need his blessing- just his support- he has yet to figure that out- but I hope in time he does...
but on to other more exciting events :)
Everything is set for my move. My last day of work will be July 29th- I leave for Honolulu on Aug 3rd. I will have close to $8,000 to take with me- so I think that should last me awhile- atleast long enough till I find a job- though I do already have a part-time one working with my mom at the hospital..mom- I can't wait to see her- its been way too long. I think the whole excitement of this-the feeling that I'm about to embark on this great adventure has finally hit me...yet there are times that it also hits me how huge of a life change this will be for me. Like last night I talked with my friend Tim- nothing out of the ordinary about the conversation- just chit-chating and laughing as always- but I realized that these conversations will become even more infrequent then they already are- and that saddened me. I'm a true believer that people in your life are a reflection of you and the best way to to see yourself as others see you- I will miss my friends- they have been like family to me- as my family has been so far away. I have been truly lucky and blessed. I only hope I will find such luck in Hawaii :)
but on to other more exciting events :)
Everything is set for my move. My last day of work will be July 29th- I leave for Honolulu on Aug 3rd. I will have close to $8,000 to take with me- so I think that should last me awhile- atleast long enough till I find a job- though I do already have a part-time one working with my mom at the hospital..mom- I can't wait to see her- its been way too long. I think the whole excitement of this-the feeling that I'm about to embark on this great adventure has finally hit me...yet there are times that it also hits me how huge of a life change this will be for me. Like last night I talked with my friend Tim- nothing out of the ordinary about the conversation- just chit-chating and laughing as always- but I realized that these conversations will become even more infrequent then they already are- and that saddened me. I'm a true believer that people in your life are a reflection of you and the best way to to see yourself as others see you- I will miss my friends- they have been like family to me- as my family has been so far away. I have been truly lucky and blessed. I only hope I will find such luck in Hawaii :)