I am just so so confused.
but im not sure what im going to do.
how do you know if a boy is serious??
God Ill never know.

i really like this boy, and he really likes me.

gosh you are great, you know

bored, tonight should be fun

nine days late.
1. be more confident
2. be less dramatic
3. get a boyfriend
or something close haha
4. talk to more people
5. lose 20lb
6. do more rights then wrongs

stop relying on other people

ohhh it was sooo nice, i love online classes ( Read more... )

yeahhhh and so far so good ( Read more... )

i really miss the way things used to be,
this whole different everything is hard to deal with.
i wish everyone would be friends and hang,
everything is made more difficult then it needs to be.

i feel like i missed out on something, too bad
high school is over :/

i don't understand,
pretty much anything.
its kind of a bother.

was suuuuper gay,
anyways life is pretty good.
im just trying to stay ontrack with
school and all my assignments,
soo i can feel good about going home
for christmas and thanksgiving.
im really hoping for all As
except for in my lab, im just hoping for
a C, or maybe a B-

a bit drunk when i wrote that last entry, shame on me ( Read more... )