thank you mtv for doing what i wish i could have done years ago
p.s. i got an im the other day from christopher. requesting that i watch damage control because he was on it. when the fuck did that happen? and why the hell was i not dragged from him in highschool? as justin says, "i feel so privlidged to know a celebrity who also likes chicago (the band)(everyone from misericordia who met him my freshman year believes him to be gay due to this fact... therefore it's a joke)(i tend to agree... on the gay part)." you know what he asked me when he came to visit that year? he asked if i'd lost any weight... i should have asked if he'd grown a few below the belt inches. anyway... who wouldn't feel great having lost it to someone with parents who hate him so much they would make an ass of him on international television (note the sarcasm)? good god shoot me. thank god for my justin and thank god for regrets.