midnight snack
we might go back to school tomorrow. we may not. depends on how the old dr. appt. goes. and what justin wants. to much time at the in-laws (and therefore no sex) makes my justin a sad boy. and on that note... how long must one wait after oral surgery to give oral pleasure? just throwing it out there. assume what you shall assume... however true your ponderings may in fact be. i went off the drugs today. they were of no help anyway. besides making me want to vomit at the thought of food and at the thought of no food. not to switch the topic entirely once more, but how bad would a dry socket hurt exactly? because the bottom left iS a B-I-T-C-H. and i also feel like chunks of my gums are falling off. gross. nasty. true. so naturally i swallow the chunks, hoping it's some food from the night before. speaking of which... should i brush or no. it might be awkward for the dr. to have his head in my mouth smelling like a sewer. p.s. i got to the sad part in harry potter. and my hand is still bruised. and i need to shave really really really terribly bad. i also got a pedicure today. hot pink toes and smooth soles. also, for a happy 16th and get well present my sex-bot got me the tibetan book of the dead, some jones juice photos, and a red suede bookmark that says love in chinese and english. and many many green teas. and real love. and lovin'. not yet. but soon. though not soon enough. also, as far as time together goes... do you just pick a random date when you officially decide (our choice)? do you go with first kiss? first other things? whatever the hell comes first? god dammit i am SLEEEEEPY. i'll leave you with my ramblings to ponder, and answer, as i go off to slumber. i actually feel like i'll miss home if we leave tomorrow. hard times ahead as david has surgery on the 19th of august. wish him luck. ok really this time i shall go sleep.