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Ok so again i have stuff that i really should be doing instead of writting on this but whatever, i'm good at it. Ne ways. i realized today that i have been a total morron i mean i was going after a guy who was obviously not as interested in me as i was in him why do i do that to myself? i always go after the guys taht have no interest in me whatsoever. i am tired of it all, i'm tired of being alone, as josh so nicely pointed out tonight that i am single, i know he wasn't doing it to really hurt me or anything, he was just pointing out that all of the people that were working on valentines day happen to be single. and yeah i would rather be at work that day then at home alone thinking about the fact that i am indeed alone. why is it so easy for some girls to find guys and it is so hard for others? one of my friends has a boyfriend and has all of these other guys who are absolutly in love with her, yeah she is a great girl and she is really pretty, whatever i just need to stop feeling sorry for myself and know that the right guy is out there somewhere waiting for me.