the sands of time are too hot for my bare feet... i don't want to walk in them anymore
i really don't enjoy having all of my friends be older than i am at the moment.
i can't do anything with them... cuz they all want to go to the bars and have funs without me. actually not necessarily WITHOUT me... but they just go there, and since i'm only 20, i can't go. it was okay for me to deal with when there were only a few of them that could go. but now, it's all of the people that i hang out with recently. amber has been able to go for a long time now, and that's okay, but jt, cody, and even noah are all "of age" and they can go out and do what they want, while i sit and wallow in self-pity because i'm not old enough to hang out with the "cool kids."
it's not even that i want to go drink; i just want to go out and have fun with all of them.
mreh... i better just get over it before i drive myself crazy and don't talk to ANYONE for some weeks or something.
on another note... i tried to get a second job (yeah, i know i hate the one i have now, but i need moneys) at the theatre. that didn't go over well... no... it DID go well, but she said that she can't hire me since david works there, and some of the other employees would not be happy with it. they would find SOME reason to complain about it.
the manager WANTED to hire me... but the fact that i'm DATING david makes it so that she can't. david told me today that she tried to think of EVERY way that she could hire me, but there was always something that made it so that she couldn't.
it made me VERY sad inside. i really really wanted to work there, and the fact that the manager WANTED to hire me, doesn't help that. of course, that makes me happy to know that she wants me to work there, but i still can't, unless david didn't work there. but that's all well and good that he does anyway.
oh well... i have a DIFFERENT plan.
i've decided that, since i have to drive to pendelton every week anyway, i'm going to apply at GameStop there. ruth usually gives me monday and tuesday off, so next time i go there, i'm going to ask them if they want to hire me for like a 2-day-a-week thing. it would be really swell if they DO hire me there.
fun times.
so apparently derek and that other guy got the underground for a new venue... that's a good thing. it's going to be really swell when it's done. i'm excited. we painted the walls down there for a while today... a lot of painting each other, but the walls DID get colour on them.
amber's birthday is tuesday. we're going to have a picnic in pendelton on that day too. there are lots of neat presents that david and i got for her. i'm excited about it all. hooray for picnics in parks in pendeltons... the ones that have canoes in them are the best kind.
i don't know what else there is to say now...
i bought advent children of course... that makes my insides smile.
probably no more for me to tell you now, is there?
nope.
the end then... for reals.
<3 KT
i can't do anything with them... cuz they all want to go to the bars and have funs without me. actually not necessarily WITHOUT me... but they just go there, and since i'm only 20, i can't go. it was okay for me to deal with when there were only a few of them that could go. but now, it's all of the people that i hang out with recently. amber has been able to go for a long time now, and that's okay, but jt, cody, and even noah are all "of age" and they can go out and do what they want, while i sit and wallow in self-pity because i'm not old enough to hang out with the "cool kids."
it's not even that i want to go drink; i just want to go out and have fun with all of them.
mreh... i better just get over it before i drive myself crazy and don't talk to ANYONE for some weeks or something.
on another note... i tried to get a second job (yeah, i know i hate the one i have now, but i need moneys) at the theatre. that didn't go over well... no... it DID go well, but she said that she can't hire me since david works there, and some of the other employees would not be happy with it. they would find SOME reason to complain about it.
the manager WANTED to hire me... but the fact that i'm DATING david makes it so that she can't. david told me today that she tried to think of EVERY way that she could hire me, but there was always something that made it so that she couldn't.
it made me VERY sad inside. i really really wanted to work there, and the fact that the manager WANTED to hire me, doesn't help that. of course, that makes me happy to know that she wants me to work there, but i still can't, unless david didn't work there. but that's all well and good that he does anyway.
oh well... i have a DIFFERENT plan.
i've decided that, since i have to drive to pendelton every week anyway, i'm going to apply at GameStop there. ruth usually gives me monday and tuesday off, so next time i go there, i'm going to ask them if they want to hire me for like a 2-day-a-week thing. it would be really swell if they DO hire me there.
fun times.
so apparently derek and that other guy got the underground for a new venue... that's a good thing. it's going to be really swell when it's done. i'm excited. we painted the walls down there for a while today... a lot of painting each other, but the walls DID get colour on them.
amber's birthday is tuesday. we're going to have a picnic in pendelton on that day too. there are lots of neat presents that david and i got for her. i'm excited about it all. hooray for picnics in parks in pendeltons... the ones that have canoes in them are the best kind.
i don't know what else there is to say now...
i bought advent children of course... that makes my insides smile.
probably no more for me to tell you now, is there?
nope.
the end then... for reals.
<3 KT