Merry Late Christmas and Happy New Year kids!

[kt_bug520]

SO, as i start this entry, I'll try to sound happy. I leave for New York in like, less than a week and get to spend 3 weeks there! I'm so ready for a vacation, it isn't even funny. I know you're thinking, why is your life so rough? well, it isn't. Im just tired of it. This christmas, I didn't get to spend with my family. Dave had an aunt die and they needed to go to south FL to take care of that, so that's perfectly understandable. Then, my sister tells me she never wants to speak to me again, which, again, thats fine. It hurt and i cried for about 4 hours, but its ok. I miss my best friends like crazy and i mean CRAZY. I want Deana, Paige, and Hillary all right here, right now! I'm thankful for Brandi being here so I have some estrogen to talk to. Blah! Then, the one movie, besides Saw, that I'm getting to see over this break is Meet the Fockers. I was supposed to go with my mom, melinda, KC, missy, justin, and bryce...well, no. Bryce gets a call from his uncle who he doesnt see much, and he asks him to play golf. I can tell Bryce wants to, which kinda irritates me, but I understand, so I tell him to go. I guess it's ok to change plans with your girlfriends family. Not to mention, you see your girlfriend on Holidays and sometimes during school. You wont see her for a whole month though. hmm...that kinda hurt, but I understand, really I do. No sarcasm either, honest this time. I just don't like it. Grr! I'm grumpy that i tell Brandi and Brad and Christine that I cant do stuff because I need to spend time with Bryce, or because I have plans with him. Maybe next time ill say, but sweetie, i havent seen christine since before she had her brain tumor...that'll be understandable, right? Oh well, I know I'm over reacting. I just feel like crap cuz im sick...so Im grumpy. On a good note, have a great new year! and ill update some from New York cuz Ill have computer access....hillary lynn, i know you're reading this...I LOVE YOU!

later kiddos,

<3 K....