Jul 12, 2009 20:42
Maybe it's just because I've had another crazy weekend full of Brett-Easton-Ellis-level-college-debauchery, maybe it's because I'm about to go hang out with a real cute girl, maybe it's the sunset color tonight over Auburn, I dunno...
I just feel all right.
And best of all, for the first time maybe, I feel really truly free from all the pain and bitterness and meanness I've felt lately, and I feel free from her, but in a very peaceful way. I hope our paths don't cross again, but I also hope that her's winds up all right enough-- not great, definintely not bad, but all and right and all right. I hope she's all right, and I hope he treats her all right, and I hope that everything goes just alllll right for all of us involved in this stupid situation, because what a waste life would be if it was spent filling oneself up with sharp thoughts and ugly malevolent intent.
I mean, I ain't saying you treated me unkind;
you coulda done better, but I don't mind.
You just kind of wasted my "precious" time, but don't think twice,
it's all right.