It's never bad enough to just leave or give up but it's never good enough to feel right.
I'm tired and I've felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old...
Have you ever felt the need to be on your own? To get away from everything that is your life and start over. Have you ever felt so trapped that you just want to scream and you don't know why? But it's not anyone's fault but your own restriction. Have you ever felt so sorry that you couldn't be there? You want to be, but you can't. You aren't happy, so how can you be? To make yourself happy is hard. I'm sorry. It's true, the only person we have is ourself. We're always going to be there. I guess that's why we are so selfish. Why try to help others when you feel like shit? When you have so much pain and you can't channel it, why would you ever want someone else to feel so happy?
Have you ever wondered why you feel so much pain?
And all you wish you could do was just get rid of it...
You try to look at all the great things you have, but you still can't lift the weights.
It's been too long.
You've had enough.
Your heart is bleeding. So is mine.
On the outside it's so fake.
On the inside it's so real.
All I can say is that I tried.
I tried.
It's too heavy.
I never meant for you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside of me so deep.
Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go...
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old...
Have you ever felt the need to be on your own? To get away from everything that is your life and start over. Have you ever felt so trapped that you just want to scream and you don't know why? But it's not anyone's fault but your own restriction. Have you ever felt so sorry that you couldn't be there? You want to be, but you can't. You aren't happy, so how can you be? To make yourself happy is hard. I'm sorry. It's true, the only person we have is ourself. We're always going to be there. I guess that's why we are so selfish. Why try to help others when you feel like shit? When you have so much pain and you can't channel it, why would you ever want someone else to feel so happy?
Have you ever wondered why you feel so much pain?
And all you wish you could do was just get rid of it...
You try to look at all the great things you have, but you still can't lift the weights.
It's been too long.
You've had enough.
Your heart is bleeding. So is mine.
On the outside it's so fake.
On the inside it's so real.
All I can say is that I tried.
I tried.
It's too heavy.
I never meant for you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside of me so deep.
Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go...