Please Give Me Hope!

[krystyona]

 A 1 bedroom apartment has opened up at Ali's complex. 
Do I take it?
Once I give notice for our current apartment, there is no going back. 
The thought of it makes me want to cry.
I don't want to move out! 
I love our place. 
The fridge is empty again and I can't afford to put food in it. I can't ask my parents again to buy us food.
How do we make this work?
I get my bonus in about a month. 
Can we hold out that long?
I don't know......... I just don't know anymore..........