im feeling annoyingly thoughtful tonight, you've been warned.
These sleepless nights are really tough on me...I guess it's my body's way of preparing me for zero sleep when the baby comes. So I sit here and think...
It's a really nice feeling to love somebody. Because then you have something to think about and concentrate on and then when you do think about it, you end up smiling and you don't even realize it. I like that.
I'm unusually excited to see the fireworks on the fourth of July. Christian and I are going to bring massive amounts of blankets and snacks and whatnot and get comfy and cover ourselves in bug spray and hope that my water doesn't break in the middle of it all :) I haven't seen him since...Monday? Wow...we've both just been busy I guess...well I've been sleeping and he's been in summer school and working. He said he'll take me out to breakfast on the fourth...I want french toast right now.
It's really wierd to think that he might be the guy I end up marrying. Because we'll never be able to really break up because we'll have a baby together, and it's like a bond for life. It's kind of weird that Olivia might be the flower girl in her own parent's wedding...
It's also kind of wierd how her head is RIGHT THERE and it kind of hurts to have my legs together now. I think when it gets to this point, they should just take her out because you know it can't be comfortable to be all wedged in there like that.
I am so not tired and everyone here is asleep. Even my faithful companion Rickycat is passed out on the couch. Guess I'll go see what late night television has for me tonight.