So...
So I still have no job. But that's kinda sunk in now I guess. Maybe stores will start taking on Christmas staff soon and I can get something just for a few months. I dunno. Nothing yet. And well, I'm kinda getting used to helping out around the house alot. The company my Mum works for might have some grunt work for me, just making power points but it'll be something.
But I sort of feel like I'm on my feet. I'm cleaning the house to help out Mum I have time to do the things I want to: play games, watch dramas, fan girl over Arashi (oh man this happens alot) except really to go and see my friends since the train costs money. But for the most part I don't really seem to mind being on my own on a regular basis. I spend alot of my time at the computer and chatting to people via msn or something like it. I have no problems with seeing people in person, I don't hide away from the world in my room. I just don't feel compelled to go out "to make friends" as my Mum puts it. The friends I have right now, both people I can see physically (with some effort navigating the train networks lol) and those I only speak to online. I can probably count on both hands the people I would count explicitly as my friends who I could probably talk to about nearly anything rather than the people I will happily talk to or spend time with. But I wouldn't change that for the world. I adore those people.
And one last bit. I was cleaning up my computer, sorting stuff into folders and generally finding things that I'd forgotten about. I found some things that really brought back some memories. Apparently I can't show them right now as LJ is being a bit weird.
Oh also, I'm still waiting to hear back about Japan from Interac.
And trying to pester my university about giving me my degree certificate before graduation as I will hopefully need it for a visa application.
But I sort of feel like I'm on my feet. I'm cleaning the house to help out Mum I have time to do the things I want to: play games, watch dramas, fan girl over Arashi (oh man this happens alot) except really to go and see my friends since the train costs money. But for the most part I don't really seem to mind being on my own on a regular basis. I spend alot of my time at the computer and chatting to people via msn or something like it. I have no problems with seeing people in person, I don't hide away from the world in my room. I just don't feel compelled to go out "to make friends" as my Mum puts it. The friends I have right now, both people I can see physically (with some effort navigating the train networks lol) and those I only speak to online. I can probably count on both hands the people I would count explicitly as my friends who I could probably talk to about nearly anything rather than the people I will happily talk to or spend time with. But I wouldn't change that for the world. I adore those people.
And one last bit. I was cleaning up my computer, sorting stuff into folders and generally finding things that I'd forgotten about. I found some things that really brought back some memories. Apparently I can't show them right now as LJ is being a bit weird.
Oh also, I'm still waiting to hear back about Japan from Interac.
And trying to pester my university about giving me my degree certificate before graduation as I will hopefully need it for a visa application.