Origin of Love
pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre; romance, infidelity, angst
rating: pg-nc17
Ohno Satoshi gazed down at the slim muscular back of his much younger lover. The longish black hair was covering most of his face but Satoshi could see that his lips, swollen from long kisses, were curved into his semi-permanent smirk and his long black lashes were splayed over his pale smooth cheeks. With a smile on his face he reached out to stroke away the loose lock of hair away from his heart clenching with a hot white flash of guilt as he saw the wedding ring on his finger. It was a dull gold against his finger and it was a reminder that his wife was at home thinking that he was on a fishing trip.
“Ughnn…” His lover moaned moving around in the bed so that he dislodged the cover from his bum exposing the bite marks that he had made while lost in his passion last night. It was something that he had never imagined himself capable of but it was just one of the many things that his lover had brought out in him since they had met. The young man moaned again and then rolled over onto his back pushing his hair out of his eyes before he blinked slowly and then tested his lips and gulped down the action causing his Adam’s apple to bob up and down before a lazy little smile pulled at his lips. “Morning”
“Morning, Nino” Satoshi responded lightly moving forward so he could press a feather light kiss to his lips and then his nose wondering how he had ended up dating somebody that called themselves ‘Nino’. It wasn’t something that he would have imagined himself doing last year, then again last year he wouldn’t have even dreamt about cheating on his wife. Much less with another man, even one as beautiful as Nino.
“Are you okay?” Nino asked when the kiss ended and he could rub his nose up against his chest and Satoshi gave a nod though he knew that his heart wasn’t really in it. The guilt was so strong inside of him that it felt like a physical weight inside of his chest. Last night had been the first time they had taken a physical step in their relationship and he hated himself over the fact that his guilt wasn’t for his wife at home but because he wished that he was single for Nino. “Stupid question. Satoshi, last night, you don’t have to worry about it. I mean…Urgh…It was fun…But that’s all it has to be, if that’s what you want. No strings
remember?”
“I remember” Satoshi agreed remembering the promise that they had made when they had gone on their first date. On Satoshi’s part, he had never meant to take the relationship as far as they had but it had been easier to say no strings when he hadn’t known Nino all that well and it had been an impossible attraction. Now it was more than that.
“See. So, stop with the scary look, okay? We have the rest of the weekend and then…Then we can make up our minds, right?” Nino smiled kissing him again before Satoshi gave a nod hugging him tightly burying his face in his hair.
“Okay”
It had been boredom that started it all. He was almost ashamed to admit that but it was the truth. He had married 22 years ago almost immediately after coming out of college to the same woman that he had been dating since he was 17-years-old. Their daughter had recently moved to a college dorm leaving him alone with a woman that he hadn’t felt connected to for 12 years. He tried, he was positive that he had made all the effort he possibly could to keep his marriage alive but everything he had tried had been shot down and he had felt as though he were suffocating and then he had met Nino.
TBC
A/N: Hmm…I hate cheats and cheating but I had this idea and given how few ideas I have lately I wanted to write it down >.<
Genre; romance, infidelity, angst
rating: pg-nc17
Ohno Satoshi gazed down at the slim muscular back of his much younger lover. The longish black hair was covering most of his face but Satoshi could see that his lips, swollen from long kisses, were curved into his semi-permanent smirk and his long black lashes were splayed over his pale smooth cheeks. With a smile on his face he reached out to stroke away the loose lock of hair away from his heart clenching with a hot white flash of guilt as he saw the wedding ring on his finger. It was a dull gold against his finger and it was a reminder that his wife was at home thinking that he was on a fishing trip.
“Ughnn…” His lover moaned moving around in the bed so that he dislodged the cover from his bum exposing the bite marks that he had made while lost in his passion last night. It was something that he had never imagined himself capable of but it was just one of the many things that his lover had brought out in him since they had met. The young man moaned again and then rolled over onto his back pushing his hair out of his eyes before he blinked slowly and then tested his lips and gulped down the action causing his Adam’s apple to bob up and down before a lazy little smile pulled at his lips. “Morning”
“Morning, Nino” Satoshi responded lightly moving forward so he could press a feather light kiss to his lips and then his nose wondering how he had ended up dating somebody that called themselves ‘Nino’. It wasn’t something that he would have imagined himself doing last year, then again last year he wouldn’t have even dreamt about cheating on his wife. Much less with another man, even one as beautiful as Nino.
“Are you okay?” Nino asked when the kiss ended and he could rub his nose up against his chest and Satoshi gave a nod though he knew that his heart wasn’t really in it. The guilt was so strong inside of him that it felt like a physical weight inside of his chest. Last night had been the first time they had taken a physical step in their relationship and he hated himself over the fact that his guilt wasn’t for his wife at home but because he wished that he was single for Nino. “Stupid question. Satoshi, last night, you don’t have to worry about it. I mean…Urgh…It was fun…But that’s all it has to be, if that’s what you want. No strings
remember?”
“I remember” Satoshi agreed remembering the promise that they had made when they had gone on their first date. On Satoshi’s part, he had never meant to take the relationship as far as they had but it had been easier to say no strings when he hadn’t known Nino all that well and it had been an impossible attraction. Now it was more than that.
“See. So, stop with the scary look, okay? We have the rest of the weekend and then…Then we can make up our minds, right?” Nino smiled kissing him again before Satoshi gave a nod hugging him tightly burying his face in his hair.
“Okay”
It had been boredom that started it all. He was almost ashamed to admit that but it was the truth. He had married 22 years ago almost immediately after coming out of college to the same woman that he had been dating since he was 17-years-old. Their daughter had recently moved to a college dorm leaving him alone with a woman that he hadn’t felt connected to for 12 years. He tried, he was positive that he had made all the effort he possibly could to keep his marriage alive but everything he had tried had been shot down and he had felt as though he were suffocating and then he had met Nino.
TBC
A/N: Hmm…I hate cheats and cheating but I had this idea and given how few ideas I have lately I wanted to write it down >.<