cold nights match my cold heart

[krystalia87]

I hurt right now. It sucks. I try to be happy, if did not feel the pain i could fool myself. But i do and everytime i fake a smile my heart aches. Its what i am good for though. My whole life i have pretended. I have tried to be what i am not. What am i though? Thats the question because i have no flippin idea. Its like i dont know i cant explain

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[xsarah_katex]

I love you, too. You are a care-giver. I think it's what you do best. Don't pretend to be anything. If you're unhappy, be unhappy. It's natural, you are entitled to your emotions. You're beautiful, and you know it. You're a genuinely good person, and that's a lot more than a lot of people can say. :]