cold nights match my cold heart
I hurt right now. It sucks. I try to be happy, if did not feel the pain i could fool myself. But i do and everytime i fake a smile my heart aches. Its what i am good for though. My whole life i have pretended. I have tried to be what i am not. What am i though? Thats the question because i have no flippin idea. Its like i dont know i cant explain it.