Though I've made mistakes, You don't love me any less.
To tell the truth, I'm a bit afraid of 'O's ending.
Because it signals the end of my time ignoring things that are "less important" and would be problematic if not for my studying for 'O's.
Because I would have to deal with things that are way beyond my maturity level, except I think I already am doing that now - it just is less obvious with O LEVELS in neon lights right in front of my face. I just wish it would go away. How could this be happening? This wasn't "supposed" to happen to me. To other people, but not me. What's with this?
All these mixed emotions - perhaps should life be simpler. But it'll be more boring, too. At least I have comfort that God is with me while my mind goes on overdrive. :)
There are so many things I want to do after 'O's. In the meantime, I'll make it worthwhile.
And no matter how hard I try
It's spreading through my mind
And I cannot get it out
Cause it's got a hold of me now
Everywhere I go, I'm infected by this disease
It stops me from moving forward
And drags me to my knees
I can't tell you how to break it before
It breaks my heart
Though I've made mistakes
You don't love me any less
I think I've found the cure to my illness
Look I'm sorry now
And in Your grace I'm found
And though I fall, I'll never hit the ground
Everywhere I went, I was infected by this disease
It stopped me from moving forward
And dragged me to my knees
I can't tell you how to break it before
It breaks my heart
Because it signals the end of my time ignoring things that are "less important" and would be problematic if not for my studying for 'O's.
Because I would have to deal with things that are way beyond my maturity level, except I think I already am doing that now - it just is less obvious with O LEVELS in neon lights right in front of my face. I just wish it would go away. How could this be happening? This wasn't "supposed" to happen to me. To other people, but not me. What's with this?
All these mixed emotions - perhaps should life be simpler. But it'll be more boring, too. At least I have comfort that God is with me while my mind goes on overdrive. :)
There are so many things I want to do after 'O's. In the meantime, I'll make it worthwhile.
And no matter how hard I try
It's spreading through my mind
And I cannot get it out
Cause it's got a hold of me now
Everywhere I go, I'm infected by this disease
It stops me from moving forward
And drags me to my knees
I can't tell you how to break it before
It breaks my heart
Though I've made mistakes
You don't love me any less
I think I've found the cure to my illness
Look I'm sorry now
And in Your grace I'm found
And though I fall, I'll never hit the ground
Everywhere I went, I was infected by this disease
It stopped me from moving forward
And dragged me to my knees
I can't tell you how to break it before
It breaks my heart