May 04, 2005 15:38
This week has so far been more sad then any other week. I cant believes hes acually gone. Roberts funeral was yesterday and the whole day i had tears in my eyes. it was hard but i feel better that i went. its so weird lookin at him. You just stand there watchin him lay in the cascet waiting for him to open his eyes and just say "whats up?" but deep down u kno hes never goin to wake up again. The paster said some really nice stuff thou and it made me feel better. But school seems so dif now. U can tell wen u look at all his close frds that they r holding on to something. The quietness is finally fading. Monday was soo quiet. im glad i have anthony to comfort me. This whole thing has really made me feel like i need to apreciate those i love. And have showed me there is no point to hold grudges. i saw dani and the funeral and i didnt care. Bad karama has already taken its toll on her. I feel like i dont say "i love you" enough. I really want to thank every one who has ever been there for me. Whether it was for just a min or for a life time. Thank you!
R.I.P. ROBERT LEHR!
~*Our Superman*~