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[krys_as_always]

Some things caught my attention yesterday and made me feel like crap. I was told i was the reason johnny wont be coming back to maryand. GREAT! now everyone can hate me. chelsie faked on me and when i went to my interview, i spend about 2 secs in the store. I knocked on the door and the manager pokes her head out and the first thing shes says is "do u have a computer?". "At home? Yes." i say in my sweet lil voice. "Does it have internet access?" "Yes." "Ok, Apply online. Thanks for comin in, im glad i got to meet u." Then shuts the door with a younger kid laughin in the background. Now i feel bad cause i throw a hissy fit having to go to this stupid thing and i got all dressed up which i HATE doing! I step outside and my mom told me she was off to thE bank so by the time i got out there she was no where in sight. I wanted to see anthony sooo bad but i didnt want to visit him at his work since it was only his secound day but with the way i was feelin i didnt care. Luckily, everyone was really nice and didnt mind me stopin by. An older man who worked there showed me where to go and as i was walkin to the back anthony steps through the door almost runnin me over with the feed he was carryin. He looked so hot in his work shirt. i mean, he looked cute in his old work shirt but his southrern states shirt was soooo cute on him. My mom sed she would take him bak to our house then his mom could pick him up later. He was being so sweet last nite. We really care about eachother. He loves me so much and no matter how much i hate sayin it since were so young, i love him to. Its so crazy to thing that weve been datin for 2 months. Most of my relationships last for like a week! lol. He gets off at 4 and im hopeing we can go out tonite. Call me if ne one wants to join us!

R.I.P Robert Lehr

~oneluv~