Oct 11, 2007 23:42
hey everyone,
ive been studying, finally. Its been tough to get into but i think my exams will go smoothly now.
My sister went to some 'rehab retreat' to be 'fixed'. Im not exactly sure how long she will be there, i think the standard thing is like 6 weeks or something from what i have read in celebrity gossip magazines about these sorts of things.
All the people in my life who were mean to have sorted their lives out have all just lost it. My perfect sister has a drug problem and my best friend got arrested for possession.
Yeah, Ally got sniffed out by a sniffer dog outside a club when she was with Ben and was arrested cos she had some coke in her pocket. There are three things wrong with this.
1. she has been caught by the police so many times i wouldnt be suprised if she was locked up or soemthing for this.
2. if shes carrying around cocaine it means shes using again and that would just suck.
3. She was with Ben.
She was working things out. She got clean off everything, was happy with herself (or seemed to be) and like, i thought she was past all this.
Ben was nothing but trouble for her. He was the main reason she got into this shit in the first place. Before him she would take a few pills occassionally or whatever but when she was with him she got into some heavy stuff and turned into a different person.
Im not going to pretend i havent been involved in drugs every now and then but there is a difference between taking an E every now and then and shooting up in some drug den with Ben. Im really worried about her.
My sister is in rehab, but im not so worried because she has all this support from everyone and no one would watch her screw up badly but Ally doesnt have the same thing. Her parents have pretty much given up trying to help her, shes lost all her good friends because of a heap of different reasons and like, being with Ben again is just so so stupid.
Other than that.....nothing has happened. Ill study again tomorrow then in a week my exams start. I will be glad when its all over. People just love to fuck me around when i have to do something important. wow i sound really teenagery and annoying!!!