I'd love to be the one to dissapoint you when i dont fall down.
HAHA! Bitchez!
what a fuckin month, eh? Fuckin Canananadians...LOL
Okay so i am just TRYING to be a little chipper about this.. it is going to be a cold winter.. and i need to change some things, it seems that i only get one kind of chick lately.. the crazy ones, this is kinda why i dont do Roseville girls... they're too easy in the sack, and it never turns out right.
So here i am once again picking up the pieces of me after i've been shattered once more.. Lessons.. lesssons.. Lessons.. i gotta learn them, but first i have to talk to the one girl who knows the most about me, and its not going to be easy, we havent been on the best speaking terms since she moved to Georgia.. now you know who it is.. Blair.. just the name brings back so many memories.. i did her pretty wrong i am surprised she lasted this long, compared to how i treated her Jackie had it like a queen.
Now hey i am not saying that either one didnt deserve what they got from me.. i was being human. Although well maybe i was a little rougher to Blair i had her trained for the longest time.. but it isnt even whati wanted..
So anyways the first step is some major changes with me.. I am tired of being Fatty Mc.FatFat so i am eating healtier.. i started yesterday, and i am starting a Sit-ups and push-ups Regiment 2-3 times a day, 30 when i come home from work, 30 when i get up and 30 when i go into work... Also this voice.. i dont like it.. it isnt what i hear in my head and i can change that fairly easily i just need to grow the balls to do it, i keep saying i will change it tommorow, but the pressure of what everyone will think about the new me crushes all my hopes and dreams.. but it is something i gotta do.
Just think about it.. you'll get it. - Re-arranged
what a fuckin month, eh? Fuckin Canananadians...LOL
Okay so i am just TRYING to be a little chipper about this.. it is going to be a cold winter.. and i need to change some things, it seems that i only get one kind of chick lately.. the crazy ones, this is kinda why i dont do Roseville girls... they're too easy in the sack, and it never turns out right.
So here i am once again picking up the pieces of me after i've been shattered once more.. Lessons.. lesssons.. Lessons.. i gotta learn them, but first i have to talk to the one girl who knows the most about me, and its not going to be easy, we havent been on the best speaking terms since she moved to Georgia.. now you know who it is.. Blair.. just the name brings back so many memories.. i did her pretty wrong i am surprised she lasted this long, compared to how i treated her Jackie had it like a queen.
Now hey i am not saying that either one didnt deserve what they got from me.. i was being human. Although well maybe i was a little rougher to Blair i had her trained for the longest time.. but it isnt even whati wanted..
So anyways the first step is some major changes with me.. I am tired of being Fatty Mc.FatFat so i am eating healtier.. i started yesterday, and i am starting a Sit-ups and push-ups Regiment 2-3 times a day, 30 when i come home from work, 30 when i get up and 30 when i go into work... Also this voice.. i dont like it.. it isnt what i hear in my head and i can change that fairly easily i just need to grow the balls to do it, i keep saying i will change it tommorow, but the pressure of what everyone will think about the new me crushes all my hopes and dreams.. but it is something i gotta do.
Just think about it.. you'll get it. - Re-arranged