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well it did happen...and not because i kept thinking it was..because i knew deep down it wouldnt have worked much longer...and look now
its over..im single..yet again...he ended it..i saw it coming but not this soon and NOT the way he fucking did either..how cowardly of him is what i say...
ive been dealing with it better than i thought...i have cried here and there yes, but moslty i havent gotten really any sleep and my eating habits have changed..i havent eaten as much lately..im under so much stress that i dont eat as much and sleep isnt one of my options...i have been up since 11am yesterday..with maybe 3-4 hours sleep from 7am-11am this morning...i want to sleep, i really do i just cant...
i miss him and i dont...my emotions are so messed up right now...im sad and im not..i think im pissed off more than anything...
i havent talked or seen him since last thursday....well except messaging back to him on myspace once...im not going to call him..he can do that..i want to give him the cds that have been in my car since we started dating,then i need time to not talk to him for a while..thats when school comes into place..focus on school more than anything....
it hurts....
its over..im single..yet again...he ended it..i saw it coming but not this soon and NOT the way he fucking did either..how cowardly of him is what i say...
ive been dealing with it better than i thought...i have cried here and there yes, but moslty i havent gotten really any sleep and my eating habits have changed..i havent eaten as much lately..im under so much stress that i dont eat as much and sleep isnt one of my options...i have been up since 11am yesterday..with maybe 3-4 hours sleep from 7am-11am this morning...i want to sleep, i really do i just cant...
i miss him and i dont...my emotions are so messed up right now...im sad and im not..i think im pissed off more than anything...
i havent talked or seen him since last thursday....well except messaging back to him on myspace once...im not going to call him..he can do that..i want to give him the cds that have been in my car since we started dating,then i need time to not talk to him for a while..thats when school comes into place..focus on school more than anything....
it hurts....