its so early...but I'm excited...haha
So. It's really early...7 a.m. I've been up since 630 this morning cause I kept waking up and was really excited about training today. I don't have alot of time but I wanted to write a few things in here before I forget to say it later(: Today is the first day of my work career as a case manager. I am going to do my best at making everyone proud of me that's for sure. I don't want to let anyone down. I don't want them to think that they made a mistake in hiring me either. So I am going to do my best at trying to prove that I am the BEST case manager that they have ever seen. Okay. So. I checked facebook real quick this morning..and Matt's status update has me confused...something bout he wishes that he could go a day without thinking about someone. I can't help but think if he's thinking bout me or what. I just wander if he was talking about me or that skanky girl he was with. It would make sense that he was talking about me cause I was with him longer and the way he ended things he didnt do it very well. I don't know. It just has me sad that he wrote that. I don't know. I always will have a soft spot in my heart for Matt. That really scares me because if I'd see him and if he would even pull me in for a kiss...I wouldnt know what to do. I probably would kiss him back because it's something I always dreamed about happening since we broke up but now I don't know. I'm not sure. I like Jeffrey alot. (: Okay. So. I really have to go now and get ready. but I just wanted to write in here and say a few things get them off my mind....1st day of training! I'm EXCITED:) I'll write more later to keep ya posted on how it was. <3 peace out xoxo