cause it's you and me..
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
everything changes from day to day.
things are always different.. could be different.. probably will be different.. tomorrow..
i suppose it keeps me intrigued- not knowing what it will be like tomorrow.. but more or less i'm beginning to enjoy what i have now- at this moment- and let go a little bit of this whole concept of a future..
thursday was dedicated to shopping with john at somerset.. then dinner at mongolian... then shopping in dt ro. amazingly he puts up with me.. amazingly.. we drove out to the church and we sat on the shore.. made a video.. talked.. we were both late to our separate pistons "partys" but it was well worth being late for..
pistons. game 7 at stephs. thoroughly disappointed. much love for detroit and the pistons..
woke up at 4:30 am friday morning and tossed some pillows and blankets in my trunk and picked john up. he drove us out to the church and we watched the sunrise and listened to music.. everytime is like the first time.. then we went to OHOP at 6:30 and had breakfast.. we always have the same waitress, i swear.. she thinks we're cute.. awwwwww.. came back, dropped my car off at home... went back to john's.. pretended to watch "how to lose a guy in ten days" ** love that movie... psshhh... love that gold dress.. just like my proms* we actually just fell asleep for a good... hmmm possible 2 hours.. it was nice.. really nice. john took me home.. ran 2.5 miles and worked out.. and did pilates.
went shopping with amanda at oakland mall for our clubbing night with steph. thoroughly disappointed in oakland mall.. even though i did end up dropping some cash.. i guess some people are right when they say i can find something to buy anywhere.. hmmm, i bet that means i have a shopping problem.. came back home, amanda helped me decide my outfit and we went to amanda's.. together the three of us got ready for tiki bob's and that was that..
tons of fun friday night.. woop woop!! danced the entire night.. so damn hot. steph and amanda eventually pulled me up onto the bar and we danced up there.. something i would have never done, but glad i did it.. one crazy ass night! xoxo to you both.
woke up this morning and went to troy's urgent care because of my eye.
he numbed my eye and found out i have a torn cornea.. and an eye infection.
gross.. blahhh..
no contacts for 10 days = more disgusting..
went to katie's graduation party.. then taraski's.. then anne's with john.. it was nice..
then off to babysit spencer and sydney.. love those kids.. john came and brought me a slurpee..
came back from babysit hung out with john in my car and listened to the new cd he made for me going upnorth..
i leave tomorrow.. i won't be back for awhile..
you treat me amazing.
.. all i ever wanted was for you to see me as he sees me.. for you to treat me like he does.. to cherish me like he does. you did once.. a long time ago.. but it's all different now. i suppose that's why things are the way they are. i've come to accept how it is.. doesn't make it any less awkward when you're around, but hey.. i'll deal with it.. i just wanted you to know that that was it.. no more.. the fact of the matter is i deserve more.. i deserve different.. i won't settle..
it's nice to be with someone who makes you feel so special. so cared for.
i look forward to seeing you.. more and more..
pack those bags little girl and hit the road.. don't turn back..
i'll miss you.. xoxo..
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
everything changes from day to day.
things are always different.. could be different.. probably will be different.. tomorrow..
i suppose it keeps me intrigued- not knowing what it will be like tomorrow.. but more or less i'm beginning to enjoy what i have now- at this moment- and let go a little bit of this whole concept of a future..
thursday was dedicated to shopping with john at somerset.. then dinner at mongolian... then shopping in dt ro. amazingly he puts up with me.. amazingly.. we drove out to the church and we sat on the shore.. made a video.. talked.. we were both late to our separate pistons "partys" but it was well worth being late for..
pistons. game 7 at stephs. thoroughly disappointed. much love for detroit and the pistons..
woke up at 4:30 am friday morning and tossed some pillows and blankets in my trunk and picked john up. he drove us out to the church and we watched the sunrise and listened to music.. everytime is like the first time.. then we went to OHOP at 6:30 and had breakfast.. we always have the same waitress, i swear.. she thinks we're cute.. awwwwww.. came back, dropped my car off at home... went back to john's.. pretended to watch "how to lose a guy in ten days" ** love that movie... psshhh... love that gold dress.. just like my proms* we actually just fell asleep for a good... hmmm possible 2 hours.. it was nice.. really nice. john took me home.. ran 2.5 miles and worked out.. and did pilates.
went shopping with amanda at oakland mall for our clubbing night with steph. thoroughly disappointed in oakland mall.. even though i did end up dropping some cash.. i guess some people are right when they say i can find something to buy anywhere.. hmmm, i bet that means i have a shopping problem.. came back home, amanda helped me decide my outfit and we went to amanda's.. together the three of us got ready for tiki bob's and that was that..
tons of fun friday night.. woop woop!! danced the entire night.. so damn hot. steph and amanda eventually pulled me up onto the bar and we danced up there.. something i would have never done, but glad i did it.. one crazy ass night! xoxo to you both.
woke up this morning and went to troy's urgent care because of my eye.
he numbed my eye and found out i have a torn cornea.. and an eye infection.
gross.. blahhh..
no contacts for 10 days = more disgusting..
went to katie's graduation party.. then taraski's.. then anne's with john.. it was nice..
then off to babysit spencer and sydney.. love those kids.. john came and brought me a slurpee..
came back from babysit hung out with john in my car and listened to the new cd he made for me going upnorth..
i leave tomorrow.. i won't be back for awhile..
you treat me amazing.
.. all i ever wanted was for you to see me as he sees me.. for you to treat me like he does.. to cherish me like he does. you did once.. a long time ago.. but it's all different now. i suppose that's why things are the way they are. i've come to accept how it is.. doesn't make it any less awkward when you're around, but hey.. i'll deal with it.. i just wanted you to know that that was it.. no more.. the fact of the matter is i deserve more.. i deserve different.. i won't settle..
it's nice to be with someone who makes you feel so special. so cared for.
i look forward to seeing you.. more and more..
pack those bags little girl and hit the road.. don't turn back..
i'll miss you.. xoxo..