Oh well whatcha waiting for..

Jun 23, 2005 01:35

Drink up baby doll
Mmm, are you in or are you out
Leave your things behind
'Cuz it's all going on without you
'Scuze me, too busy
You're writing your tragedy
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when
You've no idea what you're like...

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for
It's alright
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown

i'm currently updating at 2 am for amanda's sake. so here you go.. so you're not bored at work.
and for lauren who misses my stories.. haha

the past few days have been nice.
really nice.

we had our soccer banquet last night.
i was emotional. completely can't help it. brought back the pain i've had to go through.. it's been a long battle.. but i pulled through. i felt extremely bad for vito. despite the fact it was in the best interest of the team, it wasn't necessarily the right time. all in all it was a nice evening with the team and the families.

when i was leaving i gave vito a hug.. and he told me he was sorry that i couldn't have gone as far as i wanted.. i could have been an amazing soccer player.. he was sorry i had to go through so much..

it made me think..

i could have been an all-star? yea.. well maybe.. but i truly believe everything happens for a reason.. i might not be the player i once was.. but i am so damn proud of how far i've come.. i can honestly say i'm not a quitter and that i played with every ounce of pride and heart every time i went on that field.. so what if i'm not an all-star with all the medals and certificates.. i did something that most people haven't.. and nothing will change that..

anyways... pistons game at steph's afterwards with amanda, steph, robbie, charlie and jay.. woop woop! game 7! go pistons!! fun ass times at the fox residence. love them. good memories.

today was the beach with steph and amanda. hot.
always so much fun. thank you both so much.
makes me look forward to this fall.
hooray!!

pam and i went out to dinner and icecream then came home for a movie.
we understand each other.
i don't care what anyone else says..
i love her and we'll be together next year.
one way or another..

missed a movie with robbie.. potentially tomorrow maybe.

sometimes you just have to let go.
sooner or later you get smarter..
and you realize..
you just need to walk away..

i'm glad you're looking for someone new.. really..

goodnight. hope tomorrow's a hot one.. xoxo.
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