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just got back from new orleans. i went for southern conference for SGA...overall, it was a nice trip..it was sad to see the katrina devastation though :(
i quit my job at joes so i can focus on school. right now my main priority is doing my college apps. while trying to balance my 2 college classes at BCC, ap govt, best buddies program, district 6 president for state of florida, and chairing all of homecoming this yr...busy busy busy. im babysitting friday night and saturday day. i am dying for money
my car took 600 to fix...not including 4 new tires i need. ughhh
i am looking at going to FAU...i think it is a good school, it is not too far, good football team, masters program for nursing...i guess we shall see though. i am not ready to make any decisions just yet...esp since i havent gotten into anywhere just yet
to be honest...i am going to miss all this but i cant wait for graduation.
in about 8 months i will be in europe!!! im buying my ticket in february. i cant waiiiiiiiiit
my aunt and mom think its a matter of weeks, MAYBE months, til my grandpa passes away. his body is blown up because he is retaining a lot of water. i asked my aunt to explain to me what exactly his problem is. to put it easily hes got something called third spacing. his heart is not pumping fast enough which causes a back up to the liver. since the liver is being clogged (to make it sound pretty bad) he bleeds easily. the blood is not staying just in his veins which causes a swelling of his body from all the liquid. the average person uses 65-75% of their heart, doctors say he is using just about 10-15% of his. his breaths are getting shorter and shorter because of this clogging. he has had 5 strokes, etc etc. i start to cry everytime i think about it. i would love to visit him in nursing home but i do not think i am strong enough to go alone...my throat felt closed up last time i went and i was with my mom, im not sure i could go alone.
"if it wasn't this, itd be something else."
i quit my job at joes so i can focus on school. right now my main priority is doing my college apps. while trying to balance my 2 college classes at BCC, ap govt, best buddies program, district 6 president for state of florida, and chairing all of homecoming this yr...busy busy busy. im babysitting friday night and saturday day. i am dying for money
my car took 600 to fix...not including 4 new tires i need. ughhh
i am looking at going to FAU...i think it is a good school, it is not too far, good football team, masters program for nursing...i guess we shall see though. i am not ready to make any decisions just yet...esp since i havent gotten into anywhere just yet
to be honest...i am going to miss all this but i cant wait for graduation.
in about 8 months i will be in europe!!! im buying my ticket in february. i cant waiiiiiiiiit
my aunt and mom think its a matter of weeks, MAYBE months, til my grandpa passes away. his body is blown up because he is retaining a lot of water. i asked my aunt to explain to me what exactly his problem is. to put it easily hes got something called third spacing. his heart is not pumping fast enough which causes a back up to the liver. since the liver is being clogged (to make it sound pretty bad) he bleeds easily. the blood is not staying just in his veins which causes a swelling of his body from all the liquid. the average person uses 65-75% of their heart, doctors say he is using just about 10-15% of his. his breaths are getting shorter and shorter because of this clogging. he has had 5 strokes, etc etc. i start to cry everytime i think about it. i would love to visit him in nursing home but i do not think i am strong enough to go alone...my throat felt closed up last time i went and i was with my mom, im not sure i could go alone.
"if it wasn't this, itd be something else."