where is the spring!?!?!

Mar 07, 2011 12:32

ok, I'm done with the drinking & bars (unless for dancing) - I can't drink very much before I black out now, its very  strange & quite abrupt..I know the exact point after when it happens - I'm crazy, don't know what I want from life , cry alot & don't have my shit together :-( ...so the pixie man says (he thinks HE does, but he only read one book a year & has no job, - I am also quite mad that he felt he could judge me) I ended up going home bawling. :-( oh well.. live & learn?? I think it's time to get back to Hot Yoga & physicalness - Nicki invited me to the Sunday one - which is way better than Friday. This winter has been completely whacked.. I'm all over the place maybe?? Even Kevin thinks I've been off :-(

I wonder if this means I can't be friends with all those drinking ppl know? - most likely because that's where they socialize. I'll save money at least :-S Goodbye Mylene, Dale, Deb, Nelson, Christina, Becky, etc...

Tuesday - long Circulation day, coffee with Sara after, Dana's play (she's the lead) with at least Sara, possible Kevin, possibly Jon.
Wednesday - Dr. appointment to up speedy meds. Possibly volunteer to help mom with their work 18th birthday CFS kids event at Pure. I think this a wonderfl thing they are trying - not letting the system abandon children in care once they turn 18. I think it will make for more sucessful outcomes
Thursday - Cathy's only evenninig free (she's ajudicating (sp?) at some sort of music fest in the city all this week) so we are going to see Dana's play again :-)

My Mumsey leaves for BC to see my cousin & her brother & sisters. She's going to be gone for 9 days & we wont be able to have our weekly brunch for 2 weeks!! :-(
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