miss silje

[kristinhashope]

i've been so sick. dizzy, headaches, throwing up, verge of passing out etc. for the last three days. throughout all of this though there is silje. a few months back, i think i blogged about how i had a dream about running into her in the street, and her stopping me. i knew it was her, and it was just weird. She grabbed my arm and rolled back the sleeve and i had nothing but cuts all over my arm. she just looked at me and said i knew it, and walked off. that was before i really started reading her blog. i read it every now and then, but i never comment on it. before the new year i left her a comment on what my new years resolution was, and then put it out of my mind. four nights ago (before i got sick) i had a dream about her again. i was curled up in this room on a bed, and she was down the hall. i was screaming in pain with my head hurting and it was like i was seeing visions. i screamed for her, calling silje, silje, and she came walking in and told me that it would only hurt for a little bit, and rubbed my back. the dream shifted after that, and we were at red velvet art for an art party with alcohol. i snuck a few shots, and again, silje was there looking at me as if to say i know that youre in pain. i woke up and a few hours later came down with whatever sickness i've been battling the last few days. i checked her blog, and saw that i won some handmade vegan soaps from her. i emailed her with my address and asked her if in a few years she would be interested in tattooing me. this was her response, which makes the dreams i've had about her (considering that this was the first time we've talked) really weird:

Hi Kristin!

Sorry for the late reply, my laptop was in for a repair, so I just picked it up, and are finally catching up on emails.
I appreciate you following my blog for so long! :)
I will have your soap shipped out within the next two days!
About the tattoo, of course we can figure something out :) Just let me know when you are ready :)

Take care, and don't be a stranger :)

xo
Silje

Maybe she's supposed to be in my life or something.