Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
"Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me"
I've never pined over someone before.
I don't want to start now, and I hate admitting that this is what this feeling is.
I am trying so damn hard to be strong.
But, I don't think I can keep holding on to this while I'm kept in the dark about what's going on on his end.
Like, really, what is going on?
I'm drifting apart from him...
That song I quoted in the beginning gets to me in an unexplainable way.
It's both lifting & emotionally draining.
Well, on the bright side, I started working out again. It feels great.
I need to start running again, too. Soon.
Other than that, I've got nothin'.
I'm at a loss.