Dec 09, 2003 20:13
So yes children, I know...the only time i ever update my lj is to ramble about the soap opera like antics of one patrick and i...well, here we go again. So the short version of the story goes like this...Pat and I are over, so i go to a party and talk to this other guy that i sorta know. leave party to walk pat's roommates girlfriend back to pat's house, girlfriend tells me that pat sat her down and asked her like 20 questions about me. apparently he feels really bad and wants to talk. I was like...uh yeah okay whatever...not really interested in what he has to say. So I walk natalie (roommate's girlfriend) home and run upstairs to pee. Well pat and a few others are hanging out, so i sit for a little bit and make conversation. Pat and I talked but it was still a little wierd, but we didn't have "the talk". While we were sitting there, this other guy called me and wanted me to come over. he actually called like 6 times, and pat was like...geez someone wants your company. They kept asking me if i was going over there, and i was just like i dont know. Well when i was leaving, pat pulled me aside and was like, i hope you have fun tonight...but he said it in a really dissappointed tone. At first i felt bad, but then i was like...he didn't want me...i dont owe him anything. So i went to this other guys house and we madeout. (not my normal behavior)
Then yesterday, i run into him on campus, and suddenly he's wierdly nice. and really wants to hangout tomorrow...and all this b.s. It's like he doesn't want me but he doesn't want me to be with anyone else either.
So...what do i do now?