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So f*****g depressed right now. I don't feel that anything in my life matters, except for friends and family... And then there's Kent.... I think I seriously love him, and if I can't have him my life isn't worth living. It sounds harsh, but that's how I feel right now. I know he's been sick a lot, and that it's hard for him to show commitment and initiative whenever he's not doing well. So it may just be my paranoid little head talking, but I just have the feeling that he's not really that into me...
It would solve a great many things if I were dead
It would solve a great many things if I were dead