Can things ever get better?????

[kristawhite]

Well, life is getting pretty crazy around these parts lately. The only good thing is that I finally got a job, not much of one, it's a joke really, but none the less it's money. Other than that, I find out that my father (Tommy) has his cancer back again, which i'm not sure how to react yet, I don't think it has hit me yet that it's as bad as it can be. I keep thinking about this knowing that I have to work christmas eve and christmas day. I'm scared to death that this might be our last christmas as a family and I really don't know if i can handle all this. I know there is no way i can be home for christmas or i will be fired, and on top of all of that Mark is going to st.peters christmas eve and i Prob won't see him again till the 27th when i'm off next. I just wish everything would go good for me for once, but hey it's me and nothing ever goes right for me so what can i do i guess. Anywho enough about all this for now cause i think i'm gonna cry so with that i will close this conversation. I wish all of you have a better christmas than me cause mines gonna suck working 230 to 330 both days and also new years. Anywho if i don't write again,
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!!!AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!